Yup I started it. I guess thats a big no no for me right now. I REALLY need to drop all topics R related.
I know that for me to be his friend would be a huge jump in the right direction. Being a best friend was something Diehard credited to saving his M. H wants us to be friends. He could have easily walked away and never looked back but he didn't.
Ok no R talk. I have 5 days before we leave for the trip. 5 days with no R talk will be a good step.
Jen
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
