H took D today like he does every Sunday. I told him I didn't know how to be his friend because everytime he mentions some friend or activity I get super jealous. He told me we had to learn to be friends and that don't think for a minute he's not lonely. He said he's probably the loneliest man on the planet right now. He said that he's living with his parents but they're just there. He also said that he spends more time with me than anyone else. It clicked with me that that's why he always "drops" by. He's lonely.
I guess it really is possible to be very busy and have friends but to be lonely.
He'll be staying in the apartment while D and I are gone. Not sure but that might make him even lonelier. Should I even wish my H be lonely because loneliness may lead to missing me? Is that mean of me?
Jen
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
