Still Tryin's 2nd piecing

[S.T. _I Made It!]

thank you guys! I'm going to leave tomorrow night to go visit. I've also heard that she looks better to. I guess she looked really bad.


oh, wanted to mention, last week H totally blew up when me and the kids got home. It was not picked up (the kitchen that is) and he just went balistic. Obviously he was bottling up HIS problems inside and then just let it out. The house really wasn't THAT bad. it just depends who you compare it to. if it be my obsessive compulsive friend, yes, or my sister's tornado style, not even close. Soooo, I finally yelled back at him that if he's having a problem with something then come to me in a civilized calm manner and tell me instead of waiting and then exploding. After I had that convo, then I just let him be his angry self and I started cleaning the kitchen quickly and getting a pizza put in the oven for H, I then took the kids and I to the park along with some snacks to eat for our supper. I pretty much acted calm with no emotion and like his attitude was not going to ruin mine.

Well, 30 minutes later, this is the text I get. And let me tell you I NEVER EVER EVER got appologies from him before our sitch.

"I'm sorry I blew up. That was wrong. Didn't mean to do that it just happened. I still feel same way bout house but I went bout it totally wrong. I was outta line. I apologize to you n the boys."

I wrote back "wow, thank you, I'm sorry it wasn't picked up, I'll do better"

then 30 minutes later I found out about my gma. what a stressful day. But now I'm able to get thru difficult times so much better than I ever have before. It's really a gift God has given me I feel.