Journaling on H's actions. Not looking for signs - just hoping to one day be able to connect the dots and hopefully be able to use H as a case study. Haha.
H called to see what time boys would be at his mom's. He brought up issue of money he said he'd give me last week. I never heard from him and didn't ask. Was surprised that he brought it up first. He said he'll get it to me next week.
We had dinner together at MIL's. He seemed really down. Very quiet, but at the same time very talkative with me. Asked questions about boys and asked about my work - actually seemed almost sincerely interested if he weren't so down. Tempted to ask him if he's ok, but is it better to just leave him alone?
H continues to play his computer games - only stops to eat. After S5 went to bed, H went out again and didn't spend the night at MIL's. That's now 3 weeks in a row. For the 3 Saturdays prior to that, he was out of town for 2 weekends and went out for the other night.
Found something today from the day H told me it was over for him. It was dated Jan. 21, 2007. That was about 6 months after we S and H couldn't give me an answer during all that time. So it's almost been 2 years of S but actually "only" 18 months since H said it was over.
I think I'm just making excuses to prolong this. Why???
