Mishka's- new thread/new tude - H who?

[mishka422]

Thanks all! I do feel better today. I'm getting dressed for church and grabbing my coffe to go!

I didn't feel like I actually backslid, like Jeanette said it was more of just a slip. No big deal. I don't feel like I pushed or anything. I just shouldn't have done it because I knew in my heart that he would turn down the invitation so why did I set myself up for that? Force of habit I think.

No more. Not going to do that to myself. I have to go back to being more mysterious and aloof. It seems to protect my fragile emotions and keeps him guessing. I like it that way....I feel more in control of myself when he doesn't know exactly what I'm doing.

C-y'all later!