Lmao!!! This is the third phone I have had in a hear. The first one I bought was one of those expensive MP3 phones. Right after the S, I was picking D12 up from school and I twisted my ankle in the parking lot and fell. I think that I just have to fall once a year, but this time I was actually talking on the phone, and it pretty much cracked to pieces!!
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Aint that the truth!!! I guess the cheap ones don't have as many working parts to break!
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
oh Lord, you will bounce back from that one but boy I can imagine how frustrating that would be! I'd just chalk it up to "meant to be"; maybe it's just the little reminder he needed to think about things for a little while. This may not be a bad thing. He'll get that it was a mistake. Hold your head up high!
I am doing my best. I find it is easier when I stay really busy. Keeps me from looking at the screen on my cell phone to see if he has called. I don't know how I have gotten through the last eight (eight now...) months, except to say that every single time I have felt as if I can't go on, something happens. A song comes on the radio, or my H calls. Or I see him in a restaurant that neither one of us had any business being in (I wanted Mexican food, not Italian!!) It amazes me every time.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Haven't read your whole post, have you read DR yet? If not, that may be something you can do that will keep your hopes up during those "how do I go on?" moments. I'm reading it right now and it's kept me (well the book and this website) from making rash decisions about calling him. About your phone screen. This may sound weird but have you thought about setting up the screen differently or taking his number off of it so his name doesn't shine up in your face each time you go through your list to call folks or your caller i.d.? It's a "little change" that may help you psychologically. Don't be a phone prisoner. I did it too (still do sometimes).
I do have DR, just got the copy the other day in the mail. I have read the first five chapters. Highlighted passages. Now I am going through to highlight the things I missed! I should change my phone so his icon doesnt come up. I have the ringer off though, so it makes it easier when I don't hear the phone ring, that way I kill two birds with one stone. 1...if he does call and I don't pick up, he will think twice and 2...I cant hear it ring!
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Good job! I had the old icon in there too. Not helpful. You will feel a big burden come off your shoulders when you take him out of that phone. Then when he does call, you'll have moment to take a breath as you try to recognize the number. It worked wonders for me!
