Mishka's- new thread/new tude - H who?

[mishka422]

You enjoy yours too Michelle.

Please, tell me just how stupid I am. Go ahead, have your 2x4's at the ready. I think I deserve it. When H and S were gone I went shopping and on my way home I sent H a text telling him to let me know when they were on their way back so I would know when to go pick up dinner for us (meaning me, my son, and my mom). He had S call on their way back to say they would be back in 15 minutes so I could go ahead and pick it up. I started to leave and got this thought that maybe I should invite H to join us for dinner. So, like the glutton for punishment I obviously am, I did it. I invited him to join us. He kind of clammed up for a second and then said that he really couldn't because he had to scoot but thanks for the offer. He had to scoot? What the heck kind of statement is that? H has never used that word in his entire life! Good grief! All I have been able to think about the rest of the night has been that he had to scoot to get back to OW. YUCK! Now I feel like a complete dork! Total moron!!! I was trying to be nice and open better communication in a non-threatening way with him and all I managed to do is make myself miserable.

That does it, I'm going back to making sure I'm no where to be found when he comes to pick up or drop off S. I get all misty eyed when he's around and he could care less about me. TORTURE!!!!!!!

Ok, 2x4's ready? SWING!!!