(((Debbie))) you are so right. It's so hard to even think some times. And then God and his sense of humor...it strikes again.

Today I dropped my cell phone on the floor. It shut off. So I go to turn it back on and looked at it a bit later to see if I missed any calls. I notice that two messages were sent. I didn't text anyone. It was a message I sent to my H at the beginning of the week spouting off the apology for the suggestive comment...sent again. And before I knew it, I was hitting resend...not on purpose mind you. I had come to terms with letting him have his space. So in my intention of NOT contacting him for a few days, especially after yesterday, it seems I did anyway!!!!!


AHHHHHHHH Jeff I really need that drink....


Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..