Thank you so much for that... it is very encouraging to hear all these thoughts are quite natural and that I'm not alone in wrestling with impure tendencies. It has been an ongoing prayer that God will block anything from occuring that is not within His plan for me. But then I always seem to second guess my own heart.... am I being too guarded .... am I running on impulse... am I misreading what I think God is trying to show me????
ARGHHHH!!!! So many questions...
I have shut down what might have been potential relationships in the past year because of fear that I might not be ready and I've pushed away people who might even have been longterm friends because of my belief that I cannot have playdates.... kind of disheartening but those are the times that I feel as if I've seen God working in the situation.
Thanks again for sharing your experience.... there's nothing quite like a virtual accountability friend!!!! I know you have plenty real ones and more than a few here..... just wanted you to know I'm appointing you as my VAF!!!!
You're an inspiration!!!!
Psa 51:10 Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me.
