The kids left a little while ago. I don't know which is harder, when I drop them off or of she picks them up....I cry afterword either way but when I'm at home it happens immediately after they drive off...when I drop them off I usually wait till I get home or have a small one in the car. I feel sometimes like I am being a wimp but I can't help it and it doesn't seem to get any easier. I love my kids so much...and I still miss my wife, even after all this time....I wonder how long and what it will take to get over this.....


H 42
W 37
M17 T20 years
3 daughters 11,11,14
seperated 11/26/07
EA neighbor/ moved in w/ him 2/8
Filed for D 01/08 finalized soon