I am so sorry you are feeling down this week. Like the others have said try to get your mind off H and OW. It's only a matter of time before reality starts to set in for him. He HAS to feel some guilt about what's happened. This may take longer because of all the hurt feelings during the legal process of the D.
I hope you enjoy your day with your cousins - getting out will be really good for you. I hope you have a wonderful day!
Me47 H46 S13 M16 Piecing since May/09
"Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it." Lou Holtz
