for better,for worse,for (what)ever

[seekpeaceofmind]

Evie - Rome is certainly something to look forward to! Much grander than the scale I was thinking on - I was thinking about planning a picnic! (Last year I bought season's pass to an outdoor concert series, but H refused to go with me, so I ended up giving all of the tickets away.)

Marcum - thxs for the prayers. Are you saying that you are happy right now w/ nc or th your W is?

Had C yesterday and felt better abt myself. I was talking about my prob w/ letting go and she suggested th it is b/c of the lack of clarity in my sitch and H being so passive. There is not enough resolution to let go. Kind of like the feedback you gave, Evie. It helps to think there is a reason for my struggle and not necessarily a character defect on my part.