Girls went off with their dad last night for the bank holiday wekend with him and H took the boys off last night for their camping trip. I'm home alone until late on monday night. I have some work to do and plan to go to the gym, do some shopping, chill catch up with re-reading DB, cook myself something nice to eat. I'm going to a friends tonight for a drink as he has his children for the weekend and has just moved into his own place after his divorce. He had being seperated from his wife for 2 years, she had 2 affairs and the night before the d was final she asked if they could try again, but he has moved on now and didn't want to reconcile.

Interaction was normal between H and myself last night. I find it hard to believe that he is exactly the same with me now as he has being over the years, yet he is able to 'act' so normal whilst hiding lies and being deceitful, i'm wondering if i know what 'normal' is for him?.

I watched a dvd last night called closer, a good dvd recommended to me about 4 strangers whose lifes become intangled with sex, marriage, lies and deceit.


P/A confirmed 5/03/08

03/08 H said affair over, I dont think it is, h still doesn't want marriage

T: 13
M: 8
D:20 & 17 from Previous M
S: 8 & 4
BS: May 07 ILYBNILWY
S: 13/10/07