I sure hope you are right & he is really feeling the guilt & pain right now. I'm afraid he is just having a good time! I do pray that he is feeling the guilt.
I did clean my house today & washed the SUV, that was helpful just to do something like that, it wasn't too much fun by myself, we always washed the SUV & his truck together but it made me feel good to get it cleaned up. I have a couple of cousins coming in town tomorrow so I plan to go to lunch with them. That should help. I have a whirlpool bathtub & took advantage of it tonight. At least my headache that I've had for 3 days went away.
My dogs can tell that I'm depressed, they both keep staring at me & will come in the room I'm in to check on me. I watched a movie tonight with them sitting in my lap, well beside me they are both about 70 lbs. but they are just like babies! It's just so hard as I'm sure you know!!!
Thank you so much for the link to Charlyne Cares, what a great newsletter. I printed it out & will go read it again.
I thought the pain was getting better for a while but seems like this week has really been rough, not sure why it just has been. Of course I haven't seen or heard from him in over a month. I sure miss him!!!
