Late in the Game-thread 6, maybe last in separated

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Have had very little interaction with H the past few days. On purpose. We emailed earlier about D's bday and he said he was making her anything she wanted for dinner and invited me to join them. That's going to be weird, to be at the apartment all together.

Saw H at the club tonight when he picked up the kids. Hug and kiss hello and goodbye, but nothing. I really think he just can't (won't) come back. He's said before that he just doesn't want to be in this relationship. I have very low expectations at this point and it just saddens me and makes me so angry at the same time. I just don't understand how he can do this to me, how he can do this to the kids. I just don't. It's plain wrong.

But, there's nothing I can do.