Well this has been chewing onme the hole week,I think i am starting to feel like a WAS.Its been geting worse every day and today its just driving me crazy!I just dont want to deal with this anymore!I just want to get on with my life.I dont want to see W,talk to her or anything!I only see bad things or feel bad things anytime i think of her.The kids are miserrible even if they see her in passing.I just want to move on and get past this,its bouncing around so bad now i think Im going crazy!Any thoughts?


Me:42 W:41 Married 22 seperated12-31-07,served papers 2-29-08 S21-S20 partialy disabled S17
Divorce sighed 10-7-08 final 90 days after