I feel like I missed a chance for an “up” on the rollercoaster and a possible “good” holiday weekend.
You actually don't want 'ups' Up's lead to downs. Getting your hopes up or expectations, lead to the downs, and the downs are quick and scary and long.
You want an even keel. You want as flat of a ride as possible. Expecations at zero, neither good nor bad. Is the best way.
Hope, Lady, realize that right now nothing you are going to do is going to make him happy. You are his target always will be. If this is MLC, then...life isn't fair. This monster will want others around him to feel as badly as they do, especially the ones they love/loved. I don't know why, just seems to be the case.
You regret nothing in protecting yourself. You regret nothing that is morally acceptable to you in GALing.
Understand?
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK
