Hope4us struggle, part 4

[Hope4us]

I'm really not obsessing. I know my moods swing, especially when we've been making some progress and the pullback happens....darn expectations, but I do know that every day the thought of starting over, just me and the boys looks more and more appealing.

This weekend.....Cookout at Mom's and grad party at friends on Monday. DS16 has drivers ed and a birthday party camp out at a friends tomorrow. I plan on doing something tomorrow night with or without WW. Monday probably get drunk while watching the Indy 500. I'm on vacation next week and with the position I have, I can't have more than one drink at a time, so now that I'm on vacation, I plan on having quite a few more than one.

How bout you?