Hope4us struggle, part 4

[Hope4us]

Just plugging along. WW was fairly quiet last night, but we did talk some. The last couple nights she's layed down to go to sleep quite early. Another sign that she's figuring it out or just tired? Limbo land, limbo land.....

I have noticed yesterday and this morning that her pullback may be easing. I'm really beginning to wonder if we won't get to a point where I'm going to suggest that we relocate for work back home if we're ever going to make progress. I just see her going to work everyday as a huge trigger in addition to her probably resenting me for her having a job she HATES. Maybe she doesn't even realize that she holds me responsible because we relocated for my position and this was the job the company found for her and she really dislikes it and deep inside she resents me for it? Hummm...something to ponder. I also think that with the long weekend coming up, she's possibly lightening up a litte because she'll be away from work for 3 days?

We'll see how the weekend goes. Still no word on whether WW is going to my mom's and the grad party on Monday. But I'm encouraged with her being not too up that she's not trying to arrange a visit from OM, or she asked him to come up and he declined. Could be why she's been down the last few days.

I talked to another good friend of ours yesterday and Carol (been one of WW's best friends for 20+ years) thinks she'll come around if I give her enough time, but Carol is worried that I might be the WAS if she doesn't come around soon. I told her that was a legimate worry because the longer this goes on the less I find myself thinking about a future with WW in it.