I know that feeling about bittersweet. Mine came when I was leaving town for work and couldn't get a real kiss or hug at school because a boy was there. She still sleeps in my bed but has attempted to sleep in hers a couple of times. I am not rushing it though because I know soon she won't like me :P LOL
Shoe - good luck with the job search
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...