Hi nlt, Thanks for all your kind words... My letter was an apology for my part in the M failure and an explanation of why I am standing for my M. I think it must have really touched his heart. I don't think my H ever expected to hear what I said, even though I meant every word of it.
My dog tore her ACL. She's getting surgery on Tue.
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I haven't heard from him since he was here on April 12th, seems like it is such a long time but I guess in our sitch it's not very long at all. I'm not very patient sometimes.
I know it's hard. Let this situation teach you patience. I have had to learn patience. I figured that the sooner I allow God to teach me what I need to learn, the closer I would be to God's goal for me, be it M restoration or whatever. The harder I fight His lessons for me, the longer my pain will continue.
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I have to learn to turn it over to God, we are human & that is hard to do. I just keep worrying & I can't keep doing that.
I agree - worrying is so draining, and achieves nothing, yet it's hard to not worry. Pray and let go. Ask God to help you to stop worrying. Ask Him to help you to trust Him.
