Yes runningoutoftime - this is the way - it just so hard to keep up - the tiny regret came because I said there is a woman, a new friend, and she likes me a lot. I said we talk a lot and she is giving me very good advices. W said - "ok you have a relation, you are dating, good" - I said, no she is just a good friend and she likes me, I am not dating her , I am not ready, but I like to spend time with her..... I came up with all this story - it makes me feel better. W for the first time showed a bit of regret, when she said "there are things of me that she misses" but unfortunately was short lived. After the fight we had yesterday she said "I had a moment I missed us as a couple, but now I am sure that what I did is right". It takes so much effort to climb a small step and it is so easy to slip fast down -
