No Bethie.... I did not jump him.... but the fact that it was so on my mind is rather disturbing yet exciting....
Obviously my mind has slipped to the depths of the gutter. I will have to bleach it before 7a.m. tomorrow. He'll be back then. I kept trying to push the time back cause damn that's just way too early for me to get my flirt on .
The other obvious factor is that I'm crushing under the weight of this self-imposed intimacy ban. Not that I'm thinking I am ready to lift it completely.... but perhaps it is time to consider, say.... a date every now and then.
Psa 51:10 Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me.
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