Been reading some other posts on this Board, and need to get a draft 'letter to my H' down before I lose the thought.
For the last couple of years, you worked really hard to help me heal. No matter what you did, though, we always ended up in the same place and you were so discouraged that you decided you couldn't do it anymore.
I realize that you haven't recommitted to our M or to me, and that's okay. What's not okay is that sometimes you look so sad, so sad I almost want to tell you to leave, if that will really make you happier, because it's hard to watch someone you love struggle.
I really appreciate that you are still here. I don't want to slide back into old, destructive behaviours and I'd really like to learn anything you'd care to share about what you need right now.
Lot's of work still to do, obviously - I'll come back to it.
