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[MichelleLT]

I am going home. I can't handle this today.

[One Day]

Hope the rest of the day improves Michelle.

[jon2911]

(((((Michelle))))

[jon2911]

He wiped out every positive of the last 4 months in a week and a half flat.

That sucks. Things could turn back just as quickly though. She's no match for you...

[Virtually_Handsome]

((((((((((Michelle))))))))))

[MichelleLT]

I really hope so. At the moment, it doesn't seem possible.

But at the moment, I am also EXTREMELY stressed. I haven't had a day off in nearly two weeks. My grandfather was buried on Tuesday. And my sister is flying back overseas today - she got emergency leave for the funeral. So, I have a lot of worries. Plus not enough sleep, oh yeah, and summer school.

I am just physically and mentally exhausted.

But now I am home. And making macaroni and cheese.

[MichelleLT]

(((Jeff))) (((Jon))) (((Lisa)))

I am VERY seriously contemplating skipping class tonight and sleeping instead. I can easily get notes. And I haven't done the reading yet anyways....

[AliSuddenly]

Skip class! Eat cheese! Listen to your body, you have been working like a dog and you're tired, and maybe that IM message between your H and your friend finally caught up with you? (I thought you took it well at the time).

All I can say is, your sitch is the one that gives me hope, as he was barely even speaking to you a while ago, then you met in that cafe, then he was IMing, then you did naughties, then he pulled back and then he dumps OW and you do naughties again.. and well, he is definetly more the conventional.. peep out the cave then turn around and go back in. I had a week where my BF suddenly didnt contact me and I cried for 2 days and thouht this is how its going to be, then a few weeks later, I spend all weekend with him... so, things CAN change. I wouldnt give up hope and I wouldnt serve any ultimatums.

In fact, I would do nothing. Mercury is now going backwwards for 3 weeks, so lie low! Let him get sick of her skyping (?) him all the time and grow bored of her. Just leave him to wallow in his own mess and I bet he gets in touch with you....

Sorry you are feeling stressed out and tired. You have had alot of emotions to deal with this week...Give yourself permission to laze around!

Ali xxx

[MichelleLT]

Thanks Ali. You made me smile.

I think I am done for the day. Hopefully I will be rested and ready to tackle things at work that I didn't finish today. But since my boss went home sick too, it won't be a big issue lol.

You know what else is nice? To actually see the sun!!! I have been spending soooooo much time inside between work and class I had nearly forgotten it existed! I have the blinds in my living room wide open (and am eating mac and cheese) and feel so much better already. Next on the list, a nap.

[MichelleLT]

Oh, and my tax refund status says it's still being processed! So grrrrrrrrrrr on the IRS. But at least I know H didn't run off with the money.