Today he came by again even though this AM he said he wouldn't be around because he'd be very busy. He needed to drop something off and he stayed. A little later into the visit I got annoyed about him being on the phone so much (dumb yep) but said nothing to him about it and I left to go to a friends house for a chat. 45 minutes later he sent me a message asking where I ran off to. I went back home and he was getting ready to leave. I asked him to stick around and I'd cook lunch. He agreed. I cooked and then we ate. He stuck around and had a nap after lunch and later we were sitting on the sofa talking. He apologized for being a D**k. We chatted about this and that. He said he had a good nap and it's strange because he can only sleep well here. At his parents house he said he can't sleep. I said nothing.
My friend thinks he's almost ready to come home. All I have to do is follow the rules and do what's necessary. Just a matter of time I hope. I'm praying so hard that he decides to come back.
Jen
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
