YOu know another good thing that has happened is that I feel empathy for him. Never thought I would feel that but now I do and I think I needed to meditate to get there...to really just let my feelings be what they were...
I am not saying that I haven't had a backslide or two...I mean, let's face it: this is damn hard.
And again, I don't know how this will end up...not that any of us knows that either...but I think I have begun to think more positive thoughts...about myself. About life in general.. and that has been so good for me.
I need that so much right now...my hysterectomy is sometime next month and I am really need to focus on my health right now..it is making detaching and gal somewhat easier...
Aug '06: H moved out July '08: H had a kid with the OW May 12 '09: emancipation day
"Life moves pretty fast. You don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it." -Ferris Bueller