I sent H a note with the tax refund check. I just said "Hope you are doing well". I sent the check Restricted Delivery, that means he will have to show ID & only he can pick it up. I hope that doesn't make him mad, it cost me more money to send it that way but I don't trust OW & was afraid she might get it & not even let him know I sent it. With a woman like that you just never know.
I'm still so lonely & so afraid that he might marry that woman, surely he won't. I just hope & pray that he will see what she really is & that he will see what he had. I'm not perfect, no one is but I was good to him & I've got notes & cards he sent me that says he couldn't imagine his life without me & thanked me for being so good to him & that he would marry me all over. Some of those cards were just 2 or 3 years ago. So I know he really was happy with me at one time. I just hope his cloud won't prevent him from looking back & seeing it.
Sorry, just venting. I've got to take dog back to holistic vet now for re-check, talk to you later.
