Debated last night whether I want to write him one last letter to hand him after we sign the papers next week. About how he thought I had lost respect for him in the marriage--no, NOW I have no respect. About how he downgraded that they deserve each other. Some pretty angry, bitter-sounding things, everything that I have held back over the last year.
Screw it. Let him wonder, if he ever even bothers to put any energy into that.
I am feeling clear. Had a great morning with my students. Getting my head back around grad school. I don't have time to waste on this mess anymore.
