Hope4us struggle, part 4

[Hope4us]

Well, the pullback continues....but it doesn't seem as severe as the previous ones. WW would talk to me, but not do anything more than just answer my questions.

DS19 called me about some upcoming things he wants to do this summer. I told him we would just have to play it by ear because I wasn't sure what was going to happen. This is the part I wish waywards could see. The kids want and NEED stability, and with her actions/attitude, I just can't provide that stability they need. I can do everything in my power to provide it, but they want/NEED to know how this all is going to affect their lives and it just sucks that she can't see what she's doing to them.

He again told me he understood and this wasn't my fault and I apologized to him for failing him and his brother and he made me feel pretty good and at the same time sad when he replied "you're not a failure, me and DS16 are just going to have to understand and accept that right now we can't look too much into the future and make plans".

Oh well, such is the life in limbo land. I just hope I'm not mis-reading her actions and we are still making progress.

Be patient, patient, patient.......AND DETACH....