I realized today that what I was scared of is no more personal excuses....with the D well it means I have no other options than to really really move on.
Doesn't mean I am done - however I am done with the games. This is for me - for my life - do i love him? Hmm the man I loved is gone -- and the man he is is doing exactly what he wanted....BAILED on his family and on me.
M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06 Moved out 3/12/07 D final 7/30/2008 finding myself again
