Kiki, I just feel like I am on this downward slide and no one can help me get up it. I am hoping this L tomorrow will be able to find a way.

I know some here are thinking I need to get past the anger but right now it's hard to do that.

I can't even look at JA and when I do a feeling of disgust washes over me. I hate this act he is trying to pull of him being the perfect Daddy.

Barf.

Last edited by MrsH; 05/21/08 08:25 PM.

Me:35, ex: 36
Sons: 9 & 7
Bomb: July, 2006
Divorced 2009