I think I am now, but I wasn't before. You're right...I have every right to be angry, and I haven't let myself because I have been so busy worrying about how to get him back. If I don't deal with the anger, though, it will always be there, festering, and eventually will take its toll.

So, I reserve the right to be angry!

Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..