Dar, I know smoking won't help in the long run, it was kind of more of a joke. Just saying I need something to help me from going insane!
I guess I can always go back on my AD's. I just feel like I need something to help me cope with the stress before I end up having a heart attack at the age of 32.
I have been getting terrible headaches from this stress too and my back is had been bothering me.
When is it my time to be stress free?
I just hope this is not a premonition of how things are going to be for about the next 20 years of dealing with the parent of my children who has obviously lost his freakin' mind.
I am just tired of trying to hang in there all the time.
