MrsH, I hope you're ok...I know that feeling of hopelesness and despair, all to well. It's a strange way how we can think that not being here anymore would make this all easier and such a better place. In fact, it's NOT ! Your children would miss you HORRIBLY, they would miss the warmth and love that only a mother can give. They would miss getting to know you, understand you, cherish you, love you, embrace you and be proud of you for the choices and struggles you have overcome !
Please tell me that you are ok, that you will not do anything silly. For silly it would be, you must never attempt to end your life, just because you want to make room for a JACK_ASS !
You are a precious individual, who will find such happiness, once your anger subsides, and the pain lessens...
I'm sending you cuddles and hugs, take care dear friend !
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
