Sorry to hear of your situation. It is so difficult, I know. 10 weeks is a short amount of time in the big scheme of things, though I imagine it feels like forever. This is really tough, I think you know that. I too find it hard to be strong and still when I am feeling like jello inside.
I commend you for the GAL that you are doing. One thing I have learned to appreciate here is that the WAS really DOES notice changes you are making. That is very important to know. I read that before, didn't really believe it, but I know it is true. Ultimately, it may or may not be something that sways the opinion of the WAS but in my view it can at least further create ambivalence on their part (vs. black and white).
I'm in a tough place too with all this, so I can relate to much of what you are saying. Hang in there and come here for support.
