I don't even no where to start.

I hate him so much. And his whore too.

He has this judge wrapped around his little finger.

He is now pretending he is the perfect parent and has been all along and it is me that is holding him back.

I don't have any confindence that anything good for me will come out of this.

Sometimes I wish I was just dead instead.


Me:35, ex: 36
Sons: 9 & 7
Bomb: July, 2006
Divorced 2009