running, thank you very much for your words, and for your hand.... Because of people like you I do fell less alone. W sometime tells me things like "with OM is never going to be as good as it was with you... but I cannot stay with you" and similar, and for a while I believed our M could still have a chance, but now I cannot think about it anymore, I do need to detach or I am going to go crazy. Running, thank you so much for sharing your story, I relate so much. I know she still feel something for me, at least I know she likes the way I look, yesterday when I picked up the kids I was super sparkling, I was very pleased by the way I looked, I'm going to the gym more regularly, I bought some new stuff to wear, I have longer hair, and I saw the way she was looking at me, I'm sure she thought I was hot. I went to her I grabbed her and gave her a kiss in the cheek, winked and left, she was melting.... and I felt gooooood. But today is another story, she needs to see OM and she wanted me to keep the kids overnight, I said NOP, and she got mad, like she was a drug addicted and I refused to give her the dose.... she even tried to punch me!! We fought, and now she keeps trying to call me on the cell but I am sure it is because she wants me to change my mind about tonight, she always try to be manipulative, but it never worked with me. The cell is off - tonight I am going out.
