H and I had a brief R talk last night. I felt like he was avoiding me. He said he's not- just lots going on, being sick, etc. Then I asked him to read the SSM book- he read the back of it and said he would.
I think I'll feel a lot better when he's totally out of the condo. I've been having thoughts creep in that tell me that he's going to change his mind and stay there. But there's no real basis for that, I think I'm having a hard time trusting that we are on the upswing. We need to spend more time together alone, and we haven't been doing that.
