oh honey)))) wish I could give you some of what has helped me, the full knowledge that the man you loved lives in your memory and is no more irl. I honestly dont' love stbx anymore, I still have some feelings for him (when I think of him and ow, and it hurts, that's how I know), but otherwise I've told my heart not to waste any more time on a man who has no time for me, on a man who had no regard for my feelings even as I --honest-- would've given my life for.
You had a life without him and you will again Donna, it will stop at some point, throw this awful gut wrenching pain God's way, and begin healing)))))
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
