I know. You are right. I can't tell you what it is that set this off. I am at work right now so I have plenty to do. I would love to put the phone away, but since D21 is ready to give birth anyday, I need to keep it handy, at least for the time being. I know I don't want to call, and yet I miss the sound of his voice and just want to know he forgives me for the suggestive comment. But I can't force him to either, and I know from past experience that he has to mull it over in his mind before he lets it go. (((Michelle))) thanks.


Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..