Last night H sent me a text that said "Want to go to dinner, my treat?" I replied that I had already eaten, so he asked if I wanted to come and have a drink while he ate. We went and had a good time. He was reminiscing again. He brought up a trip that we went on when I graduated college, which was about 5 years ago. He even recalled dates and details that I had forgotten about. I am not sure what all this talking about the past is about. Maybe it is just him remembering the good times.
Then after dinner the weather was so nice that we went down to the harbor and walked around for a while. We haven't done something like that in a while.
When he took me home he hung out at the house for a long time, which was strange because he has avoided my mom like the plague since all this happened. He kept saying he wanted to go get some desert and I told him I didn't need any, so he said he would just go by the grocery store. He said, "Maybe I will get a MoonPie" H used to call me moonpie, I know, weird...but it was a joke between us and then it stuck, he called me that all the time kind of like a nickname or a pet name. Anyway, when he said that I smiled at him and he said "What??" I said "Oh, nothing", then he said "It's been a while, huh?" Another good moment for us.
Oh yeah, I also brought up possibly going on a trip. He said he was all for it. I said I guess we can just wait until you have 2 days off in a row again. H gets 2 days off per week but they aren't necessarily together. He said it sounded good and he would just let me know.
The things is, I just can't figure him out. He goes from making all this contact to nothing and from wanting to work on it to indifferent. Does the roller coaster ever stop?
