On another note, I can tell I'm just a business deal with the IL's and renting from them. H says they're nice for giving me a deal on the rent (I pay $700 per month plus all utilities except water!). Well, my lease it up and they renewed it and raised my rent another $25! I probably sound like a spoiled brat and I'm sorry if I do. I just don't think it's right to do that to your 'family'. It's not like this apartment is updated by any means (it's all the same from the 1960/70's), so it's not like they can ask much for the place from non-family. Anyway, it just hit me kinda hard last night and I feel like they don't care about the sitch at all.