Searching for the truth..for me 5

[phbear316]

Morning W2G

Yes, it did go with the rav4, in a everglades green color. I love it. Jeanette the color makes me think of you in sunny florida, so sunny is my disposition as of late.

Yes, it is about me now. It was kinda about me before but now its really 100+% about me. I have noticed that h is hanging around me a little more. Like this am, he was so chatty about things. He was in and out of my bedroom, talking up a storm. Lishen H i don't want to sound mean and cold, ( really guys I don't). But right now h I DON'T CARE!. Please go and do what you want and leave me to do what I want.

I have as i call it dropped the rope that i was holding. The weight i was trying to hold from slipping away from me with h and this marriage was like trying to hold on to the QE2, as it is pulling away from the dock.

My arms are tired from carrying this whole burden on me. I want the pain to stop, and i want to have some fun.

Jeanette

I don't know what is going on with his head, but YUCK it made me sick to my stomach. She wants to look and deal with that, honey he is all yours. I in the past would help him, get him stuff. Nope no more. Look at yourself in the mirror h, really look and see what you look like, not just physically outside which you are falling apart, but look inside you at yourself. see what you have done.

Please i could not have gotten here with out all of you. You all are helping me shine.

So put your sunglasses on gang! Summer of fun is here.

hugs to all
Bear