Searching for the truth..for me 5

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You know, last night i received a text while we were waiting for paperwork to be done, when h saw me smile at the phone, i swear i saw a quick look of hurt in his eyes.

I know this is not right, not the DB way, but i want h to go away this weekend i hope he does go the whole time with ow. I want my home, the weather is going to be beautiful, and i am feeling very selfish, i want my yard to myself. If not i will go out.

I know what i did wrong in my marriage, I have to make peace with myself. H is done thrown his hands up in the air, and has given up. I will never regret trying to save us for one minute, never. For now i am tired of using my time and energy to fix something that is not there. I want to use it on me.



omg my bear got HERSELF back! Sure it's the DB way.


OK...you have to send yourself text messages at random times. You can even do this from your computer. And they are going to be laugh your ass off jokes. Wiggle ass smileys, etc. Thinkgs that make you break out in a belly laugh.

THEN...delete them.

Have fun girlfriend.




Why don't bears eat clowns?