Ok just an update about the school sports banquet. We all sat together but my wife and D11 sat on one side of the table and D10 and I sat on the other. We sat with good friends too. This whole positive, confident, in control attitude that has embraced me continued, its like I can't help but be this way! I talked with our friends and her making conversation as if there never had been an issue in our lives. Slowly over the 2.5 hour banquet it seemed that she was growing more and more intolerant. It was as if anger, bitterness and other negative feelings were slowly eating away at her, just like it would do me for so long because I thought she was moving on without me.
Well as we all were walking out she told the girls to tell me good night like usually. We did and then they walked away, she didn't say a thing to me, no good night, no good bye, she just walked away. The girls looked back at me with curious looks as they tried to catch up to her. So I said loudly, Good night W, y'all have a good night and a great day tomorrow. She turned back and said good night with a smirk or semi-smile.
So folks since Saturday I've had this feeling something big is coming. What and when I don't know and honestly I don't care because I now know I can handle it no matter what!! It may be tomorrow it may be next month, when I don't know but finally I know I can handle what ever is tossed my way. I am strong enough to take the worst blows or the most extreme excitements and stand, stand strong!
If we really want to love, we must learn how to forgive. - Mother Theresa
