I really appreciate your taking the time to post to me yesterday. It wasn't a good day, for whatever reason, and your thoughtful post was much appreciated.
You are right - my "sense of duty", as you put it, is what will most likely force my hand in doing the fundraiser. To be more precise - my sense of commitment. I've been greatly hurt by my STBX's lack of commitment. I believe in commitment. Though certainly not in the same league as the commitment she broke, I commited to doing this in February. It will be hard on me, but I will follow through. It's part of who I am, I guess.
Anyway, I just wanted to thank you. Your words did help.
