H called this morning, I think to ask how the kids were doing and to say we need to discuss the schedule for June. I asked him if he could come early tomorrow when comes to get S (before he picks up D at preschool). I keep replaying the different ways it could go in my head....either he will be receptive and the armour will show signs of coming down...or he will get extremely defensive and back his way out the door. At this point, I really have no idea. If the last 9 months are any indication...the latter will be true. But like I said I have some kind of spidy sense that he may be turning a corner toward the light....it just depends if he's ready to admit that his life may not be all he dreamed it would be. We'll see! Any advice?? J~
M 35 H 29 M 4 yrs T 9 yrs D 3 S born 10/19/07 Bomb 09/10/07 Separated next day OW - broke up and H moved out 09/07/08 Status - still figuring this out
