Well I see a few of us have gotten a little blueie this week.
I'm thinking it is the season.With some of our children graduating,getting married,having babies ect..... We are feeling the sadness of not seeing our dreams of our youth come compleatly true.
I'm sure we all fell in love with out ex with the same hopes and dreams young couples have.To raise a family and watch them grow in our love.When our exes left it tore the dreams apart.
This weekend was a bit hard for me.I see my family growing and moving forward with their lives and feel a bit left behind.I always thought the ex and I would grow old together.Well that has not happened.
So can I just decide not to grow old.LOL
I need to figure out what I what kind of life I want when all my children leave.I only have two left.S18 will be gone before I know it.D13 still has time.But she wants less and less of me right now.All her friends are important to her right now.As it should be.I find myself at loose ends more and more.
Well off to get a shower.I'm tired and going to bed early.
Later Friends Briget
The grass is always greener over the septic tank... Erma Bombeck
Treat hate with Love... DR. Martin Luther King
