Hi Jackie ~
Thank you for visiting my thread. Sorry I've been out of touch. You seem to be doing well after a tough time. Congratulations on your 180 with the attitude. Your H seems to have noticed. I can totally relate to the Is everything OK?/Worrying that you are the problem/spiraling down. It's a tough pattern to stop and change, but you've got a good start.
Congratulations too on your new belt! That's terrific!!! Good for you!!!!
Hang in there, and keep up the plans for you and the kids. It does get easier each time you do it. Don't let the turkeys get you down. You are doing a great job, and are definitely an inspiration. Thinking of you~

Mockers2 "Somehow we survive, and tenderness frustrated does not wither." Dennis Brutus, South African poet "That which does not kill us makes us stronger." Friedrich Nietzsche